I can't take anymore. There is so much going on in my life right now and its all so overwhelming. We're in the process of buying a new house and everything is just going completely wrong. The loan from the rural development is taking forever to get done. They lost our paperwork for about 3 weeks without telling us. The Realtor has been showing the house off to other people and now someone already put a bid in. The rural development has been stringing us along, and they keep saying that our loan is "ready to close." We have to be out of the house we're in now in May and I just don't know what to do. I'm so overwhelmed and I just don't want to be living right now. I feel like I'm just not meant to be happy.