I'm getting tired of my life...For the last 2 years I've been chronically suicidal. I've gotten to the point where inflicting pain on myself is not enough and I want to cut the final string. My mother says I'm useless even when I mess up a simple thing,She saw what I got on the SATs and now she's screaming at me for not getting a higher grade,But I can barely study nor do I have the motivation like I used to to make good grades,I can't talk to anyone in my family, all they say is "You're being xxx Michelle."or "Stop being emo"So I gave up expressing my feelings long ago. I barely have friends,Because I don't trust anyone,I often get picked on because of it. I think I need someone to talk to.