absence

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by headcrash, Jan 29, 2009.

  1. headcrash

    headcrash Well-Known Member

    I' ve to let some thoughts out here:

    irrational, still being there, at least, my only wish is some pot and a beer but tomorrow we go on a jesus trip. This site is one of my homes, as my stereo, my bible and sarcasm. my brother thorsten has his own family now. my sister is home and set free to death and I' m not quite over it. I consider women the strong sex and suicide a cry for help and the bible either the problem or the solution. now listening to son volt. loneliness and isolation. I am always here to lend an ear or a line. I only wish to survive, I mean a life worth living, not just existing.

    fuckit I can' t stand it any longer but there MUST be a way.

    set free, finally no longer fighting the pain but............................

    why can' t anyone show me a single reason to stay on this fucking planet ?

    the hope, blade runner star trek and memories will remain.









    may you find some help.

    :unsure:
     
  2. headcrash

    headcrash Well-Known Member

    I have found a reason and instantly forgot it.

    Tomorrow I' ll find a new one.
     
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    :hug: Headcrash.

    I hope you are feeling better today :hug:

    Stay for the reason that your life can improve. With some help and support, you can feel better :hug: