I think it's time for me to go. I'm a 20 year old guy living in Toronto Canada and I can't find a job. I've been looking for 8 months with zero success. I've never had a girlfriend and probably never will because I'm a loser and too shy to ask anyone. Also girls for some reason don't seem to like black guys, which makes me feel even worse. To make matters worse, I'm short and fat (5'7 260) so no girl would ever want me. What else? My mom is a bitch and I can barely talk to her half the time. The only two people I actually like are my older brother, one friend, and social worker. I've also been hospitalized many times for severe depression, anxiety and other suicide attempts. My dad is a deadbeat who was never involved my life. I just can't go on any more.<edit mod total eclipse methods> Fuck this crappy life. I'm done.