my therapist said it's physical abuse. but i don't believe her. i just think it's unimportant. i'm mad at them at the same time. they're my family. why would they do that? a few months back, my sister said the reason i am/was so angry is because everyone was beating me all the time. most of the time there were no marks though. is it still abuse? i'm just so confused. i just want to stop thinkig about it. i want to stop being angry at them. i don't want to blame myself anymore. sorry i know i'm rambling but i'm just confused.