Father is at it again. Got back from work and not even a hello before he dragged me to the fridge making me drop my mother's flowers i brought her and crush them as i tried to pull away. Apprantly some cheese has gone missing :/ List of names today:Emo, Bone idle, disgrace, fat, disgusting, eyesore, mistake. Apprantly me and my 14 year old brother are theiving bastrards who dont deserve our lives... Cut myself quite alot you can imagine, my wrist is a big blob of blood where the criss cross cuts are seeping together. the pain is good. He threatened to kick us out. We have no where else to go... All over cheese... I hate him. I want him out my life. He is bio donor as to hit your own children and call them bastards, eyesores and disgraces, and telling them that your going to kick them out onto the street is not how a father should be... Me and my brother feel so alone. Another verbal and maybe soon physical attack i will have to wade through and wait for the good days.