This is an extremely tough place to be in and I am very sorry you are going through it. The first suggestion people make is to 'get away from him, he's no good' but its not a situation that can be generalised. I believe you've been through a terrible amount and stress. It is not okay in our society for a male or female to beat another person. It's just wrong. I understand that you believe he will change but his actions suggest otherwise. My personal suggestion would be to rid him of your life, cliche I know. But if this is not an option, how about you move out for a couple of days or weeks, to an aunt, a sister, friend, someone who understands what you are going through. I don't feel that anyone should be abused physically, but if none of these options work, it may be time to accept that the man you fell in love with is no longer the man you see before you today. I hope that things improve for you and that you never have to experience something as vile and dispicable as this again. If all else fails, please seek medical advice, there are many that are anonymous, others that are public, I hope that you understand the severity of your situation and are able to act in a way that helps yourself. I am truly sorry for what has happened to you and only wish the best in the future.