Im sorry for all the stupid shit Ive said lately, when Im drunk, and the scary thing is, I cant fucking remember it...Im sick of speaking, sick of trying to communicate when all that comes out is stupidity, and the destruction of bridges Ive built amongst friends on this site, some of which I barely talk too anymore. This is what I am, a mistake, an error, a reject, a failure at life. Walking home today from in town...just hit me, the darkness, the blank, lifeless me. Theres absolutely no reason to live, and I want to accept that. I just need to accept it
MJ...clearly you are not all of those things, and yes, when someone is drunk, they act in a way that may not be how they would choose when they were sober...hoping you let yourself off the hook and see the things other ppl like in you...big hugs
I keep missing you on line, so havent been able to catch up. Looks like we're finally moving so may not be around much..but this doesnt mean I've abandoned you. Will try and synchronise with our rotten time differences to have a quick chat and catch up.:hug:
