I have been rejected so many times its not even funny anymore. I have decided to just stop trying to find someone for a while because its taking a toll on me spiritually, mentally, and physically. I met a very sweet girl last week and I thought she really liked me. She called me all the time gave me al the right signals and it just failed. Like all the others. I am not trying to bang everyone and everything in sight, I am just trying to find one girl; one normal relationship for once in my life. You think it would get easier every time you here it, but it only feels worse. That all my searching is in vain. That there is clearly something wrong with me if I have failed so many times. Its hard to tell your self shes out there and your special and worth it when so many people tend to disagree with you. Have all of them been worth my time? Certainly not, but it just further reinforces the idea that if I can't keep around someone that is less than desirable, what hope do I have of finding love? So point being, what do you do to not take the matters of the heart to the heart?