"Whom Fortune will destroy, She first makes mad." < That's the quote I was searching for when I found this community. A funny coincidence, or simple synchronicity... In any case, I am relieved to know there is a place such as this, and I wish I'd known it sooner. It seems obvious now; there are forums for everything, why not this? I'm not sure what to divulge here, it will likely all come out in other threads, at other times... (I am fond of ellipses...) Perhaps some basic information which may or may not interest you, which may or may not be relevant: Susanne 33 New Mexico Miserably separated from soulmate Mother of a remarkable son Occasional artist/poet Trying to finish ironic degree in Psychology Lover of life's many pleasures, yet no lover of life Walking contradiction... Rapid cycling Bipolar Survivor of repeated attempts Questions welcomed with grace. Friendships received with gratitude.