Not that long ago, this was me...I leave this out here as a sad reminder how dark life can be and how blessed I feel to wake up freer from the demons that captured my joy...I leave this as a testimony to the journey. Accidental Underdose I tried to leave today, but the universe decided to keep me. I know I should say, I decided to stay, but the battle was so close, and my heart and soul are so weary, that I must call it an accidental underdose. Barely sentient, and desperately saddened to be here, I will pretend to be a person for another day. Maybe tomorrow will be better.