ACE, Where are you hun?? I have made up my mind tonight... If you are giving up then i need to give up... you told me that you would not let me do it.. well i cant let you do it.... If you have gone then i am gone... You will be taking me with you... cause i love you and you know i love you:hug: i would be devastated if you left... i got close to peter and then he passed away.. i was close to the daltons and they left... i was close to expressive child and now i cant even hardly talk with him, and now you want to leave me.. cant go on without you... you know that... you are my rock, my foundation , my strength.. you have helped me so many times and i know you have helped others here besides me.. if you go it will devaste me.. you cant go.. you just cant... cause you go and you give up then what the hell am i still here fighting for?? where are you???