Ack!

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by lost43215, Oct 26, 2009.

  1. lost43215

    lost43215 Well-Known Member

    Arg... my social phobia is preventing me from even doing a suicide/if i die video, and Im not even in front of anyone. Just the knowing that others will see if makes me want to look my best, not screw up, etc. It's a bloody video, ack!
     
  2. Tam

    Tam Well-Known Member

    Maybe that's a good thing then! Means you have to overcome your social phobia to make it, so that by the time you come to make it you won't want to top yourself anymore because you'll have started to get over one of the things pushing you to do it.

    Sorry I don't mean to be flippant - just trying to point out something to make you think.
     
  3. lost43215

    lost43215 Well-Known Member

    tis ok... I made it. It's not the phobia either that's making me do it or anything either so...