ok i suck at saying stuff out in open forum but whatever here it is.. every second of every minute of every day i want to cut, to kill myself, to smoke, anything to fill this void inside of me. it feels like theres just emptyness inside. nothing i can do, no matter how happy i am, how much fun im having, nothing fills it. cutting for me, for however long im doing it, i forget about that empty space, its a release for me. im wondering.. how to fill that space so that cutting isnt what i resort to anymore.