I get so anxious about my work that I just procrastinate and come on these forums and the chat room the whole day. I've tried alcohol and mj a couple times, but they are too disgusting for me to stick them anywhere near my mouth. Sometimes my friends sit down and drink some bears, and I drink one, but hate it the entire time. I don't have an addictive nature when it comes to substances. Why can't I pull myself away from the net?