I used to be so far gone on addictions that they became my g-ds. I lived for them, and everyday I would turn to them for relief of the life I once knew. Little did I know the very things I felt helped me only made them worse. I nearly died from my addictions either by driving, or mixing them, or doing too much of them. Now I am happy to say that I am sober! I am addicted to life, and I love it! Please read my soap box thread on how you too can be where I am. Blessings..