addictive dreams.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by heartaches&tears, Oct 22, 2007.

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  1. i used to cut. really badly to.
    i had them on my neck and my legs and arms and stomach and back.
    you ask how did i get them there
    i jumped into barbed wire
    i liked the feeling of the blood coming flowing out.
    it wasnt bad at first
    but then it got worse
    and then before i knew it
    i was cutting mysef with safty pins and paper clips
    anything i could get my hands onto
    to make my cuts to make myself bleed.
    i needed to bleed.
    i needed to.
    i was addicted to it.
    i was hooked on the knife like somone on cocaine or pot.

    but then i meet somone. he helped me.
    he looked me in the eye.
    he understood.
    he stayed wiht me.
    he fell in love with me.
    me. someone who had all these scars.
    me. someone who was a slacker.
    just me.

    thank you cody!
    i love you.
    and i always will.
  2. lost_soul

    lost_soul Staff Alumni

    glad to hear you met somone. thank you cody.
    take care and you can pm me anytime.

    i was a cutter too. so, i know the feeling of release.
  3. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    I am glad you found someone to help and care for you

    Stay safe hun

  4. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    I hope I can meet someone like him someday :(

    that is too true^^^
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