I was told that this is what I have. I get comfertable with the life I have, I get used to tthe same thing day in day out and I get so attatched to the people and things in it. Then something messes it up and I lose it forever and I just cant deal with it. It makes me think I dont have a future if I cant have that one. This disorder can lead onto depression and it made me try to commit suicide twice within 2 weeks. People who have read my backstory know why. I'm wondering, does anyone else have this? and is this something that I'll live with for the rest of my life? Somne people say I have bipolar too but......I am always aware of what I'm doing. I just sometimes "switch" and go a little nuts.