Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by brknsilence, Jun 3, 2016.

  1. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Admitting to those that are close to me that I been struggling with depression still and with suicidal thoughts is hard. I finally came open this morning about it to my husband. Just exhausted emotionallyand physically on dealing with this problem of mine. It's gone on far to long and I feel trapped and hopeless things will get better on it. Most of my life has been dealing with this problem of mine - not just the depression and suicidal thoughts but the eating disorder as well. Why must this continue? It's taken my life away. I have no hope. I wish I did. Just saddens my heart.
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    *hugs* I am sorry you are feeling so desperate. There IS hope and you need to get through this rough time for your baby and your sanity. We'll guide you along the way and will be here for you no matter what. Well done for speaking up about how you are truly feeling, I for one and very proud of you, get well chick.
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  3. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Thanks - I will try to get through. Just tired
  4. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Thank you - still struggling and trying not to lose hope. Hoping to find it soon.
  5. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

  6. SweetSarah68

    SweetSarah68 Active Member

    I just posted a thread myself.. I feel the same way, may be we can work through this insanity together. It's so exhausting and know your struggle. I hope you can rest peacefully tonight and have a better day tomorrow. oh and the eating disorder, I too have gained 50 lbs in the last year from binge eating which really makes me feel bad about myself. Tomorrow is another day, give it another try those far a few between moments of clarity can make all the difference. Be well!
  7. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Here if you want to talk. Every day has been a struggle. Still trying to fight this battle.