There was this guy I dated for 2 years. We were off and on most of the time. But we really did love eachother. A couple months ago, he killed himself cause of me. I was cutting again, and I blamed him for everything, then right after he killed himself. It's been extremely tough on me. Not many of my friends have been too supportive, they all hated him. He didn't treat me the best, but it's still been hard on me. Anyway, there's this one guy I've known for a few months, and talking to him sort of makes the bad stuff disappear. But my problem is... I think I like this new guy. But, I'm afraid to like him. I feel like I'd be replacing my ex... And when I think of that, it makes me want to cry. If I replace my ex, I'd feel like I let him down. It's my fault he's dead, so it makes me feel so bad. I dunno how else to explain. I guess I'm scared that I'll fall in love with this new guy and forget my ex. Any advice?