Well tonight I attempted suicide again. Basically I tried to <mod edit-gentlelady-methods) After it snapped I realised that maybe it was a sign that I was not suppost to go so early in my life. Where do I go from here ? I am still soo depressed and I know I will just feel suicidal again in a day or so if I don't get help. My parents know I have been depressed for a couple of years now I have been to see a therapist it did not help I am on medication changed medication 2 times now and it still is doing nothing. Do I trouble and worry my parents by telling them how I have been wanting to kill myself again. I have attemped suicide before my parents know that and I promised to never do it again and I did. My mum just had surgery as she was diagnosed with breast cancer and I don't want to worry her by telling her how I feel. What do I do on one hand I really don't want to dissapoint and worry my parents and on the other I don't want to remain this way as it is destroying my life please I need help im soo lost. Already I feel like trying to kill myself again ffs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!