Not sure if I'm posting this in the right section or not? So my dilema is I have been invited to a party Friday night now the problem is it's my ex's party now she is the one who has invited me. We are still friends and I still have feelings for her we only broke up in Jan but I dont really know any of her friends. I want to go and I don't want to go if that makes sense I struggle on a daily basis to keep it together with the help of Mirtazapine. I don't know if I go I'm gonna get hurt or push myself over the top as it were but if I don't go then I will always have the what if's. I'm so conflicted at the moment I feel like I'm going mad just trying to work out what to do. If anyone has any thought please share them with me as I feel like my heads gonna explode.