My fiance and I have been together for 2 years and 11 months, and over the past few weeks i've been quite ill and stressed, I mainly put it down to exam stress. But it's started to get a bit worse.I first noitced my feelings when I kissed him about a week ago, and I wasn't feeling any 'magic', but agan I put this down to illness or the fact that we now feel so comfortable with each other, due to the length of our relationship. Some of the little thing he does are starting to annoy me too, but nothing too major.
So basically my problem so, we're meant to be moving in together in September for uni. Do I end it? Or see how it goes?
Do I see a future between us? I used to but not i'm not 100% sure what I want for the future right now. He know's how i'm feeling, and he says he supports me, but I can't help but feel guilty and depressed about the situation. He says we should just take things one step at a time. And I agree, but I keep pancking!
I don't want this to end. I want our relationship to work, like it was a few weeks ago. I just can't carry on if I keep worryng like this. And I know that I could never fully let him go. Watching him with another girl would break my heart. He's become such a huge part of my life.
What do I do about this? I feel really suicidal, and tbh I just want to kill myself. Maybe tonight...
So basically my problem so, we're meant to be moving in together in September for uni. Do I end it? Or see how it goes?
Do I see a future between us? I used to but not i'm not 100% sure what I want for the future right now. He know's how i'm feeling, and he says he supports me, but I can't help but feel guilty and depressed about the situation. He says we should just take things one step at a time. And I agree, but I keep pancking!
I don't want this to end. I want our relationship to work, like it was a few weeks ago. I just can't carry on if I keep worryng like this. And I know that I could never fully let him go. Watching him with another girl would break my heart. He's become such a huge part of my life.
What do I do about this? I feel really suicidal, and tbh I just want to kill myself. Maybe tonight...