I rarely ever persue anyone, until now I was always not bothered whether I was in a relationship or not so everyone I've been with has pretty much had to pin me down and start it. Over the last year since a disasterous breakup I've been desperate for someone, or at least desperate for some kind of physical affection. I've been so lonely yet also afraid of interacting with people. I had some "almosts" last year that never got started. There's a girl I know locally who I think I might like to persue but I'm not sure what she wants. She found me on a dating site but said that she uses dating sites to just meet new friends. She's also said a while ago that she didn't think she could have a boyfriend because of her ME just being at uni tires her out so she thinks a boyfriend wouldn't understand her having to rest so much and not have time to spend with him. But she did say she could probably do something on a casual basis, she misses the opportunity for a hug sometimes. That conversation happen months ago anyway. I've got 6 months left in this town before I move away, I'd like something good to happen here before I go. That tho, and other reasons means I'm probably not suited to a proper relationship either. I keep thinking about how I'd like to kiss her though but should I just do it or ask her first? If it goes well then just doing it is so much nicer but it's going to be incredibly awkward if it doesn't. This is such a teenage problem for someone my age! But I never learnt any of this in school.