I don't want anyone around me to know my thoughts, feelings and/or emotions. Problem with that is I feel like hurting myself - or worse - just about every day. Doesn't help that things seem to be falling apart all around me and I can't do anything to stop the apocolypse. Can anyone give me a clue as to what to do. Killing my crybaby self didn't work, there is someone new to replace her, and everyone else is tired of his rantings. He's next! Maybe eventually I will finally be alone, I hope. Anyway, any clues?