Hi. So I'm really seeking advice as to what to do. It seems my life has slowed down to nothing and that I have no life at all. Whenever I leave the house it is to go to school, or shop. THat's all. And shopping is rare. This has happenned before, and I think this time, or recently perhaps, i have woken up. I need to get my life tigether. nothing in the past has gone right. I am facing many problems and choices I need to make. The days I don't leave home i waste listening to mysic, surfing the internet, etc. It's really sad. I don't want to look at my own life it's so sad. perhaps that is why i like to lose myself in other things. i'm at the point where i NEED to chenge or i will lose my sanity, or worse, if i haven't already. There is no support base for me. i don't know what my family thinks of me right now. perhaps they have been trying to help, but I have just been asleeep, unattentive to the fact that I have a life to live. Sure, I haven't been completely dead all my life, but what there has been , like relationships, have all faded away. i have no way of keeping anyone in my life it seems. So I wonder. If anyone has any advice as what to do. I shall awake tommorow, as i will with every new day. And i need to fill up my day with something. Something with meaning. i need relationships with meaning. What does one do? WHat do ya'll think?