I've been here a while. Overstayed my welcome perhaps. I've hit a wall. Not sure what to do. Yes, I'm seeing a t. Yes, I'm on meds. Yes, I've put myself out there to do different things these past few months. Triggered severely by old memories recently. Again, I don't know what to do. If I am completely honest with my t, I'd be dismissed and enrolled into something or another I believe. I couldn't deal with that. I think about previous times and wish I had continued what I had started. The future scares me. Th thought of it. It seems like everything scares me atm. Even the smallest things send me off balance. What to do? Any thoughts or constructive ideas?