I did my first workshop and although it went well, the first thing I did was thinking negatively. This is stupid They don't believe what I said They thought it was worthless What a waste of time. I never should do this again. It was ridiculous, and no one cared. Not long enough, stupid, ridiculous. How can I do this? what makes you think you can take their time and tell them stuff like that. No one cares about it, just shut the f**k up.... and so there I was feeling like shit, and thinking it was not a success. Why? Why did I do that instead of just being happy? Why do I have to second guess myself and what I do and put myself down? Why am I not incline to do the opposite? how can I change that?