My life is ok. actually great. I am good at self care self love. I have a good job. I recently found a new passion in ceramics and have a new dream of selling my stuff when i become good at my new passion. I do not have any family issues. My husband is manageable. but I cant help to constantly have these suicidal thoughts. Something is wrong with me! Often I keep thinking i shld talk to a therapist. but I always withdraw at the very last minute. Do I really have a problem? But i often keep thinking. why is life so tiring so much effort to lead the life i am leading. i am running out of energy. how long do i have to keep doing this. at least until my parents are not around this is what I keep thinking.But my life is good.i am acting like a self entitled bitch. i am feeling so tired. I dunno what to feel anymore.
Afraid to post, sounds like a self entitled bitch.
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There doesn't have to be something wrong by anyone else's standards. If you are unhappy, you are unhappy. It could be depression, which doesn't have to have a cause in your life, it can be a chemical thing. A therapist could help you sort it out. You seem reluctant to try that. But it's okay to see a therapist for any reason, to help improve something about your life.
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