& after 7 months i attempt once more :[

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by iKayla, Aug 8, 2009.

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  1. iKayla

    iKayla Chat Buddy

    this morning @ 4, i attempted...
    < Mod Edit Hazel: Method > my luck.. i was so upset i just wanted to end it right there...
    but if not now, maybe in a few days ill try again, < Mod Edit Hazel: Method >
    anyways... i failed. :( im a failure, like the rest of my life. i hate myself!
    stupid stupid stupid! :wallbash:
     
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  2. Katii

    Katii Well-Known Member

    awww hun. honestly ur not a failure.
    look if it failed it means its not for u. uve got so much more to life. so much left.
    its not ur time. keep in there =] honestly.
    can tlk to me anytime =]
    xxx tc
     
  3. iKayla

    iKayla Chat Buddy

    people keep syaing im a failure :[ and sometimes i just don't think, i justam in the most crappy mood and i jst want to end my life... :/ idk how much longer i can take this...
     
  4. Katii

    Katii Well-Known Member

    (im avin a the shitest day ever todaii =( i feel tht exactly same way.
    but ppl care for u here. hun. xx tc
     
  5. iKayla

    iKayla Chat Buddy

    it doesn't seem like it...
    im dreading when school is gonna come... i want to be dead by then.
     
  6. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    I'm sorry you're hurting so much. Wish I could do more than just words. How about some x's and o's too?
     
  7. iKayla

    iKayla Chat Buddy

    :hugtackles:
     
  8. triggs

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    :hug: xx
     
  9. iKayla

    iKayla Chat Buddy

    i still feel crummy :[
     
  10. triggs

    triggs Account Closed

    i understand hun :hug: it's not going to go away over night, but if you stick around, the people on here are really great and will hopefully make you feel better :arms: xx
     
  11. iKayla

    iKayla Chat Buddy

    i haven't felt any better...
    :[
     
  12. iKayla

    iKayla Chat Buddy

    this is my goodbye... to all. ily <33 im not wnated here or anywhere.
     
  13. elvinchild

    elvinchild Well-Known Member

    Please don't. I know what its like to feel unwanted in everyday life, but people value you here. They understand and want to help. Sometimes its hard to show that through a typed message online but people here care, its just hard to see that when you're feeling so unwell. And I'm so sorry you're struggling. Heck I'm new here and don't really

    know you, but it would be painful to see you give up. I want the chance to get to know you. Please stay strong.

    pm me if you'd like.
     
  14. iKayla

    iKayla Chat Buddy

    i cant stay strong. some understand btu others dont
    people in general suck
    school sux
    i just want to die.
    the end. :(
     
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