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After couple of months on SF - the result

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Summer.Rain

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Hi guys
I am now a member of SF for about... amm... i think 5 months or so.
When i came for the first time i really liked it here, the warm welcome
the understanding, the freandly people, it was a great support for me
in my most difficult times, this forum was my escape from my pain for so long.

For the past month or so, i wasnt here, some of you who knew me meybe
asked themselfs if im ok, im sorry i was away for so long, and yes im fine :)
I just wanted to share, that finnaly i found a shrink here in Ukraine
She is like a real proffesional, diagnosed me after just 1 meeting, she
knew i was missdiagnosed with depression, while i had BiPolar dissorder.
She gave me pills, and i didnt had suicdial thoughts for a WHOLE MONTH now.
I am so happy about it, i am still not very active, and i find it difficult to interact
with people around me, but the pills surley doing thair job, im fealing just fine.
I am in stable mood, i dont have rage attacks as much as i used to, my actions
are much more controlled and im sleeping like a baby (at least most of the time)

Anyways, the bottom line is, there is escape from depression and pain
I found it in pills and religion, combined, its a powerfull weapon against pain.
The silver cross on my neck reminds me that im not alone, that someone cares
about me, always, and undarstand me, and that there is a reason for everything. My life is much more stable now.

Again, thank you all for your support, love you all, and best wishes!
hope ill be back later to chat with you guys, there are only 6 people in there
now so i guess its not a good time, see you all later then :)
 

Stranger1

Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend
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Hey Summer.rain,
Glad to see your back and I am extremely happy you have found a therapist who you can talk to. It really feels good to get those negative thoughts on the table so you can trash them one at a time. Are you living back home or are you in a transition home? Well Best Wishes To You!!!~Joseph~
 

fromthatshow

Staff Alumni
SF Supporter
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wow this is amazing to hear. I am so happy to hear you have found a way of coping and some joy in life! And I'm glad you're back to share that with us :hug: :arms:
 

daniel2

Banned Member
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With all the despair I see on this site it is heartening to read your post. Thank you for taking the time to share your success with us summer.rain - we need to hear more of these stories!

Dan.
 
#9
I am glad you found the help you needed and have gotten things more under control. Thank you for posting your success. It is wonderful to hear. :hug:
 

Summer.Rain

Well-Known Member
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i'm happy for you make sure you watch your liver with bi polar meds.
Yeah my liver, last of my concerns yet you are right, its something i should
always remember, all this pills i take can really effect my liver, but i have
no choise so... thanks for the tip though.


For all the other relpyers, thanks guys im glad i helpd at least a bit to some of you at least somehow :)
 
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