After couple of months on SF - the result

Discussion in 'Positive Feelings and Motivational Messages' started by Summer.Rain, Oct 22, 2008.

  1. Summer.Rain

    Summer.Rain Well-Known Member

    Hi guys
    I am now a member of SF for about... amm... i think 5 months or so.
    When i came for the first time i really liked it here, the warm welcome
    the understanding, the freandly people, it was a great support for me
    in my most difficult times, this forum was my escape from my pain for so long.

    For the past month or so, i wasnt here, some of you who knew me meybe
    asked themselfs if im ok, im sorry i was away for so long, and yes im fine :)
    I just wanted to share, that finnaly i found a shrink here in Ukraine
    She is like a real proffesional, diagnosed me after just 1 meeting, she
    knew i was missdiagnosed with depression, while i had BiPolar dissorder.
    She gave me pills, and i didnt had suicdial thoughts for a WHOLE MONTH now.
    I am so happy about it, i am still not very active, and i find it difficult to interact
    with people around me, but the pills surley doing thair job, im fealing just fine.
    I am in stable mood, i dont have rage attacks as much as i used to, my actions
    are much more controlled and im sleeping like a baby (at least most of the time)

    Anyways, the bottom line is, there is escape from depression and pain
    I found it in pills and religion, combined, its a powerfull weapon against pain.
    The silver cross on my neck reminds me that im not alone, that someone cares
    about me, always, and undarstand me, and that there is a reason for everything. My life is much more stable now.

    Again, thank you all for your support, love you all, and best wishes!
    hope ill be back later to chat with you guys, there are only 6 people in there
    now so i guess its not a good time, see you all later then :)
     
  2. aki

    aki Well-Known Member

    that's great!
     
  3. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hey Summer.rain,
    Glad to see your back and I am extremely happy you have found a therapist who you can talk to. It really feels good to get those negative thoughts on the table so you can trash them one at a time. Are you living back home or are you in a transition home? Well Best Wishes To You!!!~Joseph~
     
  4. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni

    wow this is amazing to hear. I am so happy to hear you have found a way of coping and some joy in life! And I'm glad you're back to share that with us :hug: :arms:
     
  5. Ediciussievol

    Ediciussievol Well-Known Member

    I am so glad for you!

    Thank you for sharing that! I love hearing stories like this :p
     
  6. GabrielConroy

    GabrielConroy Well-Known Member

    yeah I was getting a bit worried.

    Its awesome that you are doing better :)
     
  7. daniel2

    daniel2 Banned Member

    With all the despair I see on this site it is heartening to read your post. Thank you for taking the time to share your success with us summer.rain - we need to hear more of these stories!

    Dan.
     
  8. pit

    pit Well-Known Member

    Yeah man. Good to have you back.
     
  9. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I am glad you found the help you needed and have gotten things more under control. Thank you for posting your success. It is wonderful to hear. :hug:
     
  10. effervescentpsyche

    effervescentpsyche Well-Known Member

    i'm happy for you make sure you watch your liver with bi polar meds.
     
  11. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    I'm glad to hear that medication and religion has worked for you summer.rain. :hug:
     
  12. Summer.Rain

    Summer.Rain Well-Known Member

    Yeah my liver, last of my concerns yet you are right, its something i should
    always remember, all this pills i take can really effect my liver, but i have
    no choise so... thanks for the tip though.


    For all the other relpyers, thanks guys im glad i helpd at least a bit to some of you at least somehow :)