after failing...

[shuddertothink]

i feel i am stuck in a rut, and a big part of myself is missing. I really wish i wouldn't have survived. I am isolating a lot more that i was before i attempted suicide again, i never go anywhere, i only go to appointments and come straight home. I don't talk to anyone, i never answer my phone. I just don't know what to do. I know now that if i decide to do it again, i know the RIGHT way to do it now, i won't try another OD. Something has got to give already, i mean fuck! Haven't i suffered enough al-fucking-ready? I just want it to stop. How much is a person supposed to fucking take?

 

[total eclipse]

I hope something gives in that someone reaches out to help you. I hope you can force yourself to get out of the house and just be amongst people okay Shopping or go for a coffee a walk Try okay join an activity that will create more contact with people something fun okay

 

[shuddertothink]

it's a thought but i just can't make myself go out to do anything. Nobody comes here to check on me, so no one is gonna be reaching out.

 

[total eclipse]

i know it is hard so hard to get out but even if it is just for a coffee okay to talk to the people there even you can pm me anytime okay hugs

 

[starryeyed]

Im 24 hourss tuck on my own too in my room ,its not easy
why dont you go to the cinema ,or for a swim or something
even stufff that doesnt involve other ppl