Hi So i've been a member here for a while but have hardly posted. OK so here's the details of my suicide attempt (last year). I don't know if details are allowed to be written here, so my apologies if they aren't. If they aren't, then by all means remove this thread. I have a terrible/non-existent sleeping pattern, and as such, regularly get prescribed zopiclone. I saved them up over a few months for my suicide attempt. But I also wanted to feel myself dying, rather than just drifting away, so planned to set myself on fire. So xxxxxxxxxxx - went to the local garage (service station in US?) to get some - came back home, sat in the bath xxxxxxxxxxxx, but lost consciousness before I could xxxxxxxxx. Found and taken to the hospital/all the usual crap etc etc Anyway i'm sure it won't be the last attempt. Nothing changed since. Nothing ever does. Nothing ever can. It doesn't matter if we prolong our lives - we all die anyway. When the light is out it is out. This bit in the middle i.e. life is a bag of crap. The fact that it ends makes it pointless. And it doesn't mater what legacy we leave behind - it may be remembered for a few generations, but will it be remebered in 10,000,000 years time? No. It's all pointless. Maybe the only ones who are resurrected are those who are brave enough to disperse of this shell. Maybe it's a test.