I am back once again with the stupid thoughts of suicide. I am 16 years old in High School, I am pretty much an anti social. I have high anxiety and I hate my life. Right now I see no point in living? I am failing school so bad it's not funny, failed like 3 classes this so far, I have 2 weeks left of school and I have literally all F's that I doubt I can bring myself out of. I will not get a diploma I will go nowhere in life! I won't have a good job, there could be hope, I could meet a nice girl that could keep me from suicide. Oh I forgot I am anti social with bad anxiety and can't even talk to girls. I could have a job the rest of my life taking over my dads business, he owns a plumbing company and has a contract with a house building companies so he plumbs all their new houses. But I can not stand that type of work, I do it for a summer job and about want to kill myself just to stop doing that horrible work. I have no friends, none not 1 single friend in this whole world. Well except for the people on the internet and on Xbox Live, but those can't count as friends, so I am all alone. I've never grasped the concept of school either, I would consider myself fairly smart but school is just beyond stupid. And they say they want to help you graduate but when you ask for help they won't help you! I just don't see the point in living, get out of High School work a crappy job that I will hate for the rest of my life. Never get married because I sit in my room all day on the computer and Xbox. Never enjoy life always wanting to die. So really what is the point in living? Going through all of that horrible stuff for what? Why not just die right now and save myself years and years of pain and suffering?