I know some I have told about myself, my health and how it has afected me during my life. But something has come up. Lately I have been so damn angry, one o my roommates even says I have been looking stressed when I swear I am not. I am tired..tired of feeling my own mom looks at me like I am some sort of weakling that can't take care of himself. When I lived by myself for 5 damn years...I never needed help once I always handled this by myself. Ok..about the time when I was 3, I was diagnosed wiht epilepsy. Well needless to say, I have dealt with hypocrites, who fired me when I had a seizure on the job. I was teased behind my back at school cause assholes thought it was funny to talk about me like I am less then them cause of how my seizures afect my lfe!! And my mom did not make things easier..she did not think I was capable of doing anythign on my own, when I even went to the effort each time she said such things to prove her wrong and each time I did!! I feel she looks low to me no more then the jerks I put up with in school. And it does not matter what I say, or how many times I try to say it. She feels each time I try to talk to her about these things is some sort of attack on her..do you blame me for blowing up at her after having to handle all of this shit alone..?? now as jack sparrow said.."why is the rum always gone?"