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Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by magz74, Jan 31, 2008.

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  1. magz74

    magz74 Well-Known Member

    rite ok so i havent posted in a while maybe thats a mistake,i let my thourghts build up instead of writing them down.so i sat watching tele last night.waited until everyone was sound asleep then i took the razor out,i sat and cut my arms it i could not take anymore .i have made a right mess of them.i no ive posted before saying i am going to seek help but i still have not as yet.just cant bring myself to do it.so i live with life as a cutter ,and i cut most days now.i started to carry my razors with me.i am in constant fear of been found out.i sat hiting myself with the wooden handle of a hammer the other day,i think i am losing it badly.i walk around my house picking up objects to see how heavy they are,with the intensions ov hiting myself with them.:mad:
     
  2. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Magz, please seek professional help before you really hurt yourself. I'm really worried about you hun.
     
  3. Crying All Time

    Crying All Time Well-Known Member

    When you want to hurt yourself try to do something else. For example running
     
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    :hug:
     
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