Again :(

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by ScarsandHopes, Dec 4, 2008.

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  1. ScarsandHopes

    ScarsandHopes Well-Known Member

    Well, I took a shower and I was feeling really low.. Bad mix. I got my razor and cut my leg, apparently I hit a vein (or something that has a lot of blood ?_?).

    So, for about and hour I sat there and it bled, pouring out, rushing out. The shower head was directly on it. This is one of the worst I've had =/

    Finally, I got some tissue paper and wrapped it making a turniquet (Spelling). I had a band event so I went to that, well the blood was coming through my pants. Quite a few people expected it out've me, and others scorned me for being a moron.

    I can't take it anymore. Now, I now I'll wake up tomorrow and not feel this way, but.. Strange thing is.. I want to. I've started to love this feeling, the being low, it always give me an excuse to do something stupid.

    I still want it to go away though... I know I've said this a million times plus one, but I need help. And I'm starting to feel like I always will :(

    Help me?
     
  2. snowraven

    snowraven Well-Known Member

    Hope the leg is OK. Here if you want to talk. Pm me and I will get back to you asap.
     
  3. :hug: I hope your leg is okay... it sounds like you might have lost quite a bit of blood so be careful... it might even need stitches? (I'm a first aider so PM me if you want)

    I hope you're feeling better soon, pm me anytime or add me on msn....

    Cheryl x
     
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