Well, I took a shower and I was feeling really low.. Bad mix. I got my razor and cut my leg, apparently I hit a vein (or something that has a lot of blood ?_?). So, for about and hour I sat there and it bled, pouring out, rushing out. The shower head was directly on it. This is one of the worst I've had =/ Finally, I got some tissue paper and wrapped it making a turniquet (Spelling). I had a band event so I went to that, well the blood was coming through my pants. Quite a few people expected it out've me, and others scorned me for being a moron. I can't take it anymore. Now, I now I'll wake up tomorrow and not feel this way, but.. Strange thing is.. I want to. I've started to love this feeling, the being low, it always give me an excuse to do something stupid. I still want it to go away though... I know I've said this a million times plus one, but I need help. And I'm starting to feel like I always will Help me?