I can't keep lying to myself...I love cutting...Like Dr House likes his vicodin (From a tv show called House) It's an addiction I can never stop...Even if I don't do it for months and months..everytime I hurt or see a blade or a knife the thought and temptation is there. I keep putting it off..But I can't anymore..I have to do it... I will never be free...Please no one else fall into this hell. Stop whilst you can or better still never start!!