Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by xXWhateverItTakesXx, Nov 26, 2009.

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  1. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    I can't keep lying to myself...I love cutting...Like Dr House likes his vicodin (From a tv show called House)

    It's an addiction I can never stop...Even if I don't do it for months and months..everytime I hurt or see a blade or a knife the thought and temptation is there. I keep putting it off..But I can't anymore..I have to do it...

    I will never be free...Please no one else fall into this hell. Stop whilst you can or better still never start!!

  2. LittleSparkles13

    LittleSparkles13 Well-Known Member


    i know what you mean though, its a really bad addiction. People that have never done this dont understand. and i don't know if its the same for you but for me, if someone sees it and gets anngry it just makes me want to do it more
  3. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Yes I agree. People who don't SH think we are crazy They don't fully understand the feelings it releases. If it only provides happiness for a minute or so, that minute is amazing in this life of crap and sometimes all I have.

    I need happiness...need it.. :(
  4. Elle.

    Elle. Well-Known Member

    Aw so sad to hear you're struggling so much.

    I agree that no one an really know unless they've been there.

    Unforunately I have.. and I'm pretty much in the same position as you.

    Then again I don't think I can ever try to quit, mabe I'm just weak

    Take care of yourself

  5. LittleSparkles13

    LittleSparkles13 Well-Known Member

    I totally know what you mean. I'm here if you ever need to talk.
  6. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    im so glad we have found friendship on here. your a great person and i love you to bits. dont feel alone EVER im ALWAYS here for you no matter what. please pm if you ever need a chat ill respond to you asap if im not online. Take care xxx
  7. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Thank you. You are awesome too.

    I still fucked up though. Now my arm hurts and I have to hide again :(
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