Things haven't gotten better between that friend and I. She won't talk to me, and I don't know what I said wrong this time. No one else will give me an answer other than to move on or find other people. Not to mention I'm still distraught over the fact that I have no job. I can't take this anymore. I feel like feeling nothingness is better than this pain I'm feeling right now. I want to give her space, but what if things don't turn out right again? I lost another friend back in December because I'm a shitty friend. I just wish this one would give me another chance.