Hi, my first post. I have long suffered with depression, terrible at some phases of my 46yrs, milder at others and now, yet I am no stranger to suicide. I lost my youngest, estranged brother on Xmas day 2002 and my very best mate in 1994 (didn't know each other), both fit, handsome young men in their 20's when they did it, who both had jobs, plenty of female interest and were able, trained fighters, both employed. Humans are sh1t, two-faced b*stards who haven't the guts, intelligence or class to have a tete-et-tete, but who bitch as is trendy nowadays. Who wants to live in this craphole with most worthless scum like that- and the dumb, trashy 'bling' culture? I will do it myself when older. I don't want tablets or useless counselling, middle-class idiots, either. Good bloody riddance.