As the title said, I went back on antidepressants (escitalopram to be exact). However, as also said, I'm not too proud of it. I don't like being a slave to meds and I don't like supporting the hyper corrupt medical and pharmaceutical industries anymore than I have to. However, things got bad. Real bad. And since I asked around and plenty of reliable people said it said it helped them (except one), I was considering trying it again more over time. Especially since I could afford it with insurance (unlike say, therapy). I've only started taking it a couple weeks ago though, so I'm not going to be seeing much of a difference yet. My dad and stepmom say they can, but barring them, I haven't gotten any feedback on it otherwise.
This still isn't stopping me from still mentally attacking myself or being able to justify "getting better". Stuff just got too bad for me to listen to that.
This still isn't stopping me from still mentally attacking myself or being able to justify "getting better". Stuff just got too bad for me to listen to that.
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