Hi there... I found this forum on a random google search. Guess I was looking for some sort of outlet that I can reach any time; since I don't leave my room. I've been in my house since the beginning of August without going outside. *NEET* is a Japanese term used to describe someone who isn't currently being Educated or seeking Employment <so I think that's one of the best words to describe me... although it is shameful. I've been on medication since the end of August. My boyfriend of 6 years broke up with me at the end of July and I've been broken hearted and feeling pathetic since then... I wasn't given a reason why. Even though he abandonned me, I still think about him every day and love him so much- I have actually been Agoraphobic since I entered highschool. It was a real problem for me then- and I skipped nearly every day, but still passed and was able to maintain my honour-roll status. The only thing that gave me the courage to leave my house every day was my boyfriend. He supported me so much that I even graduated and went to Film School... but I dropped out 2 months before graduation and didn't obtain my certificate because I had to get a full time job to help pay the bills. My life has been screwed up since then and I just feel helpless. I don't have dreams or aspirations anymore, I just cry all day. Things I like are: my cats (Sheeba, and Holly), sweets, J-Drama, art and singing. I am a semi-vegetarian. <only semi because I do need the boost of iron in fish for my anemia>... I haven't been following my diet plan for awhile. Things that inspire me: selfless people, other artists, my go-getter of a little brother XD Anyways... I am a sensitive person, so please treat me kindly?