Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by unknown loner, Sep 6, 2009.

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  1. unknown loner

    unknown loner Active Member

    Used to touch the airs lips
    Now it all makes me scared
    The sweat moves down cause of my maybe destiny
    The air will leave my lungs and send me into panic

    Hold the bark of the trees
    All ill think of is the splinters
    My stomach churns from the idea of the attack
    The world will move so slowly

    Drink the nectar of life
    I won’t be able to swallow
    Chocking on the beauty I used to see
    They will all just laugh at me

    The blue walls that surround me seems to be my home
    It seems to be my nature
    Window staying closed so I don’t have to see the fear
    All I can do is write about it

    Tell myself I will see someone about it
    But the fear will carry on another day
    Can someone help me break the chains of inside?
    It’s like I forgot what the sun looks like

    But no you will go on with life
    I forget you don’t have my curse
    You don’t have my fear of humiliation
    I just want to go to the market

    The cold sharp hands of my mind will keep me inside
    The countless scenarios I have nightmares of
    Throwing up in my sleep just from thinking about it
    Remember when I used to be a daredevil?

    Kiss me goodbye
    Ill never kiss the air again
    I can only be so nervous of getting the paper
    Why am I so scared of being in my own backyard?

    I must have pissed someone off
    Because no one deserves this death trap
    It’s amazing how the mighty can fall
    Just from one stupid little fear
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    I can relate, I feel this way all the time. Great poem :)
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