Ah another depressing Monday morning rolls on.....

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by A Self Made Loser, Oct 29, 2007.

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  1. A Self Made Loser

    A Self Made Loser Active Member

    It's so hard to even bother getting up in the mornings when you just want to go to sleep the night before and not wake up.

    Monday morning and I want to scream, time to face the outside world, the people, the rat race and putting on that fake smile to everyone because "everything is ok"

    Yeah on the outside it is, in my mind i'm dizzy with the constant questions and answer games that go on. The "I wish I did this and that" scenerio but magnified a 1000 times over because of the anxiety and depression coupled with the low self-esteem.

    I feel sick because I hardly slept last night and now I will spend this long never ending day in a insomniac zombie like state watching and listening to the smiles and laughter of others......Can't wait......
     
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