i am sick of my "friends" saying they care about me and then just leaving me all alone. if they really cared they would be there for me when i needed them the most. they wouldnt run away.. would they? am i just asking too much?? all i want is some company... is that really too much to ask for? i mean i am sitting here all by myself and they are all off in another room having the time of their lives.. i know they dont want me there cause if they did they would invite me right? they could really care less. it s been like this the past two weeks. sometimes i just wish i could disappear.. even if it was only for a couple of days, just get away from everything.. it just really sucks that my so called "friends" dont evern want to hang out with me... i guess i am just that bad of a person.. whatever.