Alive only because...(fill in the blank)

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  1. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    .......I felt like I needed closure on many things in my life and like I had some kind of obligation to others to be here, before I attempt again. Not anymore.
     
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  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    because i need to be there for my daughter and family still do

    I hope you will be there for you daughter and children too carla
     
  3. Theseus

    Theseus Well-Known Member

    Handgun purchases are difficult.
     
  4. PerfectlyMurdered

    PerfectlyMurdered Well-Known Member

    Leaving my friends and family behind was the only thing that kept me alive. And later on, the thought that things have to turn around at one point, even if it takes a long time. Keep trying.
     
  5. Things

    Things Well-Known Member

    My family, fear of the unknown.
     
  6. ballinluig

    ballinluig Well-Known Member

    because.....my AA sponsor telephoned for an ambulance and the frigging police! I was quite happy going to sleep, laying down in the heather, high up n the glen, all on my own.
     
  7. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    of the few people that truly would cared if i jumped right now :i'm sorry:
     
  8. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    ... I love my friends too much. Need to stop doing that!
     
  9. alloutoftears

    alloutoftears Account Closed

    got to tie up all my loose ends so no-one has to deal with my crap when im done
     
  10. ozbound

    ozbound Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    I haven't got the guts to go through with it yet but I will this i'm certain of.
     
  11. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    of my daughter and grandchildren...
    even that doesnt work at the moment though...
    hugs to you carla....:hug::flowers::sadwave:
     
  12. Little_me

    Little_me Well-Known Member

    ...I found the will to live again.
     
  13. aoeu

    aoeu Well-Known Member

    I've got to take care of my little cat.
     
  14. destroyed

    destroyed Account Closed

    ...because i took 60 non-prescription sleeping pills...slept a full day...woke up in an institution lol :poo:
     
  15. Axiom

    Axiom Account Closed

    because I want to be more than this
     
  16. plates

    plates Well-Known Member

    because...........i love the sun on my skin, and i love being 'round and talking to people. i love being alive... and i'm so angry at those who hurt me, it saved me.
     
  17. LotusFlower

    LotusFlower Antiquities Friend

    because of my daughter and the way she smiles and hugs me. Sometimes it doesn't help but sometimes it does.
     
  18. TheBLA

    TheBLA Well-Known Member

    Because I'm a coward, I'm a god-damned fucking coward! :blub:

    I don't think my family and other loved ones would miss me that much, maybe that's the depression talking. But I really don't think they'd miss me much,
    they'd get over my death quickly. Too bad I don't have a guardian angel to tell me what things would be like if I did commit suicide. If only I knew
    what things would be like.
     
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  19. lightbeam

    lightbeam Antiquities Friend

    because I have four boys that are relying on me to be a good dad.
     
  20. BioHomocide

    BioHomocide Well-Known Member

    I'm alive because the same courage I lack in everyday life I lack in completing suicide.

    Fear is my worst enemy.
     
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