I found out that my ex-fiancee, who dumped me, has had a new girlfriend to fuck for a while. While here I am, all alone and lonely and depressed. And the first thing I do when I hear this news is immediately get drunk. I'm still drunk right now. I just can't think of any other way to get through this time. I even went to class drunk. I don't know what to do. I just can't seem to cope with anything without alcohol anymore. The fact that it makes me forget about the pain, or dulls it, makes it worth it.