hey eagle, first off, you are not useless, you have helped many here..so that wipes that theory out the water. dont believe those that try to undermine you, they may be jealous, but no one here has wished you ill, but you need to recognise there are nasty peeps in life, but done let them make you take on their bad feelings,
you are worth so much more. ignore the voices...its just the jealous voices...
hold on...we are always here for you :hug: