im all alone in london, the only person i know is my bf who fucking dumped me so he could spend more time and money on his fucking car! he doesnt take me seriously when i say i give up on life and wanna die. im just so heartbroken. hes so rude and cold and i cant bare the pain. its enough now. this is the last fucking draw in my life. nothing is worth living. nothing at all. im soo close to killing myself and just rest in peace. so fucking sad and suicidal.