I was a shy weak kids back then, was bully by my whole classmates, bully by everyone, so many people bully me, it not even funny. I'm an adult now, it has affect my life very negatively, I feel useless most of the time. I wonder how much of bullying has affect my life, but we'll never know. I am no longer weak, I'm quite strong, i work out a lot, and no one dare to mess with me now, but I can't help but feel sick that I'm letting all my bullies get away. It don't matter if they are bigger or stronger than me, I am not afraid off no one, and I am not a very forgiving person. I will make their life a living hell as they have made mine. I want to fight, I want redemption, I want payback, I want my life back. I don't deserve this, no one deserve this, but its happen. Sometime I wish I could take the law in my own hand. Bullies are criminal, they need to be put in jail Sometime I wish I was there for all the people who are currently bully now all around the world. I am not big nor tall but I don't fear death. I'm not really afraid of anything at this point, I want to help bully victims, cause I know so much about it, everyday I felt suicidal, but I manage to survive. I'm pretty sure it depend on how strong the individual is mentally and emotionally to survive such a horrible ordeal, and not everyone survive.